kisah tak sempurna
aku memang tak berhati besar
untuk memahami
hatimu disana
aku memang tak berlapang dada
untuk menyadari
kau bukan milikku lagi
ref:
dengar dengarkan aku
aku akan bertahan sampai kapanpun
sampai kapanpun
wow.. wow…
maafkan aku
yang tak sempurna tuk dirimu
usailah sudah kisah yang tak sempurna
untuk kita kenang
andai aku dapat merelakan
setiap kepingan
butiran kenangan indah
andai aku sanggup menjalani
setiap detik
dan waktu mendatang
tanpa mu .
**andaii . andaii kann . bwatt kamuu iang ada di sanahh .
ku mncoba tu rela kann . maav kann aku iang blum brlapang dada untuk
mngakhiri smwanya . namun kan ku coba dengan mengganggapmu MATI !
SWEET ESCAPE - gwen stefani
Friday, May 18, 2007
If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)
You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground
So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me
If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
If I could escape
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
MISERY . gudcharlotte
Take a look around
Don't you see it
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what your feelin'
Don't feel bad
Keep your sadness alive
Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
There's nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people
Don’t you know
The misery loves company
Yeah I heard
The misery was looking for me
Happiness, a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
The misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me
Looking for me
The hands are up now
Everybody singing
Everybody’s movin’
They've programed their feelings
their synchrinizin'
And criticizin'
Don't feel bad
Keep your sadness alive
Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
They're dying inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people
Don't you know
Misery loves company
Yeah I heard
Misery was looking for me
Happiness, a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
Misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Loves me
So you're tired of runnin'
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their lie
You're tired of listening
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive, alive, alive
Don't you know
Misery loves company
Yeah I heard
Misery was looking for me
Happiness, a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
Misery comes looking for me
Don't you know
Misery loves company
Yeah I heard
Misery was looking for me
Happiness, a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
Misery comes looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me
GADING?? hhu . payah lo !
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Huaa .. cpe bangetttt !!!
kmaren aku jalan2x k mKg . ato Mall Klapa Gading . hha .
dah lama jugaa si ga ksitu . skalian ktmu ma tmn2x lama yg udah hampir setaon gak ktmuu . hwaa. **KANGEEEEEENNNN**
akhirnya, jdi juga deh k gading bareng kar's .tha .mbee .ma vera .
hho . ;)
kita ktmuann di 21-nya La Piazza . baru aja nyampee. tiba2x .....
"Naaaaaaa.."
mreka langsung pada nyamperin n mluk aku gitu . hho .
"KANGENN.." mreka bilangg .
"samaa. hhaa." jawab aku
eh tiba2x , ku liat org2x di skeliling uda pda ngliatinn. duhhh maluu. hhe ;p
tmn2x aku bnyk brubah iah . thaa jdi lebih dewasa cara brpakaiannya . vera juga jd lbih modis .
mbee tetep dengan kecentilannya yg smakin mnjadi-jadi . kar's makin cantik n anggun .
hwaa. seneng .. kanegnn bgt ma mreka . hhu ;)
hal ptama yg kita lakuin adalah NONTON. hho
nton di gading xxi . bayangin , dri lapiazza 21 akhirnya jalan kaki k xxi .
kita milih nonton LOVE is CINTA. tadi nya, mbee, vera ma thaa pgn nton suster ngesot .
tp aku ma kar's engga maw. yawda kita akhirnya smua nonton LOVE is CINTA.
hhe . pas bli tiket, tnyata, tu film mulainya 15 menit lagii . haduh! kburu gak iah jalan dri la piazza k xxi ??
akhirnya, ngebutttt !!
ngelewatin org yg berjubeljubel. busssseddd. maless bgt !! Rame bgt . org jalan kaki aja bisa macet. akhirnya kita smua lari2xan smpe di liatin org (lagi).
huffhh.
pas maw k xxi, kita lewatin bengsol . (Bengawan Solo)
eh dsna, tiba2x mbee bilang
"ehh itu kan ucell (nama mantan gebetannya dia)"
"eh ia, ada sii AJ juga . (nama gebetannya kar's)"
" woii.. film nya uda maw mulaiii !!!" tiba2x aku triakk .
akhirnya sadar lg mreka n jalan lg kita k xxi .
duhh hari gni masi aj ngliatin org2x itu . cpd .
sesampai kita di xxi , tnyata .... ya awloh, uda mulai film nya 15 menit !! cpd
pas maw msk, bisa2xnya ank2x pda maw bli popcorn dolo . haduhh !
eh tnyta film nya blom mulai. bru iklan2x dwankk. hha
skitarr jem 6an kita pulangg. tp pas maww pulangg . masalah trjadi !
smua jalan di tutup gara2x ada karnaval gading gitu. ah cpd ! akhirnya, kita muter2x cri jalan pulangg. mana macet BANGET !
hhu. mana ujan lagii .
alhasil skr aku sakit . hha . sedih dan melelahkan iah . hhu . ;)
posting . posting .posting ;)
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
hha . ngepostt lagii . :)
jadi rajin lagii nih saia ngepost . hho ;)
gimnaa ,uda lyat skin baru akuu ? hha . ancur bgt iiah ?
maklum2x, kan bikinnya scara manual . jadi y ancur .
scara dreamweaver aku tu lg ga bisa d pake . hhu . ;(
o iah , da prubahan dikit di blog aku . hha . ada polling2x ga jlass nya gitu . tapii isi iah .
hhe ;D
n mungkin masi maw quw tambahhkan bbagai macam juke.boxjuke.box lainnyaa . hha.
btw . aku uda liburr nii . hhe . senengss . ;)
jadi klo d itung2x liburnya tu 2 bulanan. hwaa . lama bangedd . bisa lumutan di rumaa
tapi dgn libur aku jd punya bnyak waktu bwat ngutakngatik blogg . hhe . tp smentara skinnya pqe ini dulu aja dehh . hhe.
byarr punn jlekkk dashyatt.
hho ;6
oiaoia .banner aku gantii loh . jadii LEBIH ANCUR lagi dri sblomnya . hha .
**ga bakat bikin gituann. ;'(
oia . aku lg sneng2x nya dgrin lagu2x GC nii . byarpun dri awal emg uda suka . hha .
pgn donlod2x lagii . :(
hha . yawda iah . dadahh . muamuahh . LOV u all .xoxo ;9 *lol*
i want to break free ;p
Friday, May 11, 2007
hwaaa.
aku stress bgt . bnyk bgt masalah dlm hidup aku yg datengnya tuu skaligus . jadinya ngbebanin pikiran aku bangett !! pa lg masalah peninggalan si penghuni hati . hwa . msalah itu yg nyita banyak bgt pikiran aku . ;(
aku pgn cepet2x nglupain diaa. ga sanggup deh idup dlm bayang2x dia gni .
tiap hari mikirinnn dia. uda gitu jadi stress sndiri . hhu . ;'(
bingung musti gmnaa .
aku pengenn kaburr dari smwa masalah ni . pgii jauhhh . yg amaaaaaaat jauhh . nglupain smwa beban dalam hidup aku .
aku pengen kmbali k masa2x dmna aku ga ngenal dia . n waktu itu smwa bjalan biasa2x aj . normal . tanpa ada masalah kyk gni yg harus d pikirinn .
aaaaaaaaaa. . klo k skula , pikirannya jga pasti dia dehh . ;(
swalnya pasti ktmu diaaa . males kan ??
tapi klo ga ktmuu , kangen jugaaa . kesell kesell sebell !!!!
gimana yah cara efekti bwad nglupain diaa??
duhh . stress bgt lahh .
I WANT TO BREAK FREE *halahh ga nyambung bgt iiah?? wkwkwkwkwkwk*
huuyyy !!! hha ;)
huffhhh . akhirnyaaa . ngepost lagii saia. hho .
lama tak ngepostt . kangenn jga . hhe ;);)
ni d sbapin gra2x kompie aku kmasukan virusss !! alhasil smwa data di C ilang . *krna d format smwa gituu dehhh *
KESELLL !!!!
btw ,bnyak loh yg pgn aku critainn . soalnya, gy bynkk bgt nii crita2x yg harus saia lampiaskann . hho ;)
kmaren2x ituu aku lg sibuxx bangetngetnget !!! gra2x uas ma uj.praktekk !! duhh . mpe lemes otak saia . hhu ;'(
tpii untungnyaa ,smwaa sudaa brakhirrr. hha ;)
kmbalii bahagiiaa . ;);)
eiittss.. blom bahagia dehh . sbenernya saia lgii stresss beratt . pkoknya bnyk pikirann bgt de.
ya gitu de.. masalahh PENINGGALAN PENGHUNI HATI . hha. *najis bgt iakh kata2xnya ?? hho ;p*
jadii ya bgituu lahh . sjakk minggu lalu , penghuni d hatii sia pergii . menjombloo lagii lahh saia .
hhu . ;(;(
sedihhh !!! T.T
biz nya gmna ,sudah trlanjur sayangg . hhu . tiap hari ga da brhentinya aku mikirin dia.
kyk org bego bgt kan?? pdahal blon tentu dia mikirin saia.
tiap ari aku nangis mpe mata bengkak. ksiann juga sii tmn2x aku . mreka trus2xan nghibur aku, jadi plampiasan smua tanggisan n crita aku . tapi mreka ttp baik . mreka ttp maw ngasih aku saransaran yg brguna bgtt . biar pun slalu 1 kata yg kuar dri aku "susahh bwat nglupain diaa"
duhh . kadang aku mikir, aku tuh bego ato trlalu baik iah? uda d sakitin gni, masi aja mikirin dia, maavn dia, mrhatin dia . duhhh . aku ga ngerti deh knp .
tapi bru x ini aku mpe trauma dlm mncintai org. lbih tragisnya lagi , aku mpe kmaren tu ga makan 4 harii !! parahh ya? skr sih jga masi blom bsa mkn bgt ,. shari cuma skali . ya habis gmna? ga npasu makan. tiap x mikirin dia. hiksss.
aku pengen balik lagi k masa2x aku ga knal ma dia. kyknya gitu lebih baik . swalnya, kta tmn2x aku, skr aku brubah bgt *sjak masalah ini*
mreka slalu liat aku murung , sedih . n mreka blg "kmana siih lo yg duluu ?" , "kmna lo yg ceria dulu?" "knp si lo jadi sedih trus?" "tampang lo jelek klo gni !"
gilaa.. aku mpe mikir , jagoo banget iah si SANG MANTAN , bisa buat aku smpe kyk gni .pdahal sblomnnya ga pnah aku kyk gni. !
jjur, aku tuh sakit bgtt gra2x janji2x dia yg ga dia tepatin n malah brakhir sma smwa ini . itu tuh sakit bgtt !!! pdahal, aku pgn deh dia dateng di acara klulusan aku nanti . swalnya, dia juga kan yg ngajarin aku pas UAN. n aku mikir, aku lulus jga kan krn bwat dia. hufhh . aku ga ngerti harus gmna lagii. skr, aku cuma bisa nyesel n nunggu smwa nyaa. aku pengennnnn bgt bisa cpet nglupain dia. T.T
hikssssssssss............................
